Being Grown up isnt half as fun as growing up. These are the best days of our lives.The only thing that matters is just following your own heart. And eventually youll finally get it right.
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Name: Alan
Birthday: 4/21/1988
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Monday, December 25, 2006



"One Hundred Times"

by Hit The Lights

I know you can't stand my wandering hands,
But how can I apologize, comply with my demands?
They're written on these pages, it's written on our faces.
I know you don't want this, but know that I need this more than I did before.
It's easy to see that it's hard to ignore your subtle hints.
I'm catching wind. How insincere are your finger prints?

So make me promises, girl, the kind I know you can't keep
And while I'm losing my mind, I hope you're home finding sleep.
But you and I both know that that's not the case
Because the look on your face gives all your secrets away.

Can we talk this over? At least just for tonight.
I asked myself one hundred times
Why did we even bother? Why did we even try?
But I miss you more than I did before.
I showed you my heart and you showed me the door.
Your subtle hints, I'm catching wind. How insincere are your finger prints?

So make me promises, girl, the kind I know you can't keep.
And while I'm losing my mind, I hope you're home finding sleep.
But you and I both know that that's not the case
because the look on your face gives all your secrets away.

I've been waiting for a good time to decide whether I was wrong or right.
Are you getting sick of the ride because I'm driving you out of your mind?

I've been waiting for a good time to decide whether I was wrong or right.
Are you getting sick of the ride because I'm driving you out of your mind?
Girl, remember you're mine, girl.

So make me promises, girl, the kind I know you can't keep.
And while I'm losing my mind, I hope you're home finding sleep.
But you and I both know that that's not the case
because the look on your face gives all your secrets away.
[x2]


Monday, November 13, 2006

Currently Listening
The Sufferer & the Witness
By Rise Against
The Good Left Undone
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All because of you,
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
No, not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home,
When home becomes a strange place.
I’ll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

Man... i need her back...


Saturday, July 01, 2006

Currently Listening
The Silence in Black and White
By Hawthorne Heights

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- Niki FM

Been awhile since i updated... things have been going great for me... britt and i are going out finally which is really makin me happier. shes great. tomorrow is our one month aniv. and hopefully i can spend the whole day with her like i do on most sundays. music has been slowly becoming more and more needed in my life. im likin a ton of new stuff and i have too many cds in the car and i really cant descide what to listen to hardly ever... just way too much to choose from cause they are all good. i guess life just cant be easy all the time. im workin on gettin a new car but i need parents help which is always hard to get when its anything over 100 bucks... much less 15k so yea wish me luck. i wish life was easy for all you people out there. its gettin tougher and tougher as im gettin older. wish everyone was always happy and everything works out... too much to ask? well then ill just ask for britt to be happy... still too much? then just let her know i love her.

Alan


Monday, May 01, 2006

Love...

i always thought i knew what it meant... and i always came close, but i always lacked half of the definition. i always thought it was just caring for someone with all of your heart no matter what. love in a girl guy kinda way of course... theres many different types... but i always said it to girls and didnt ever mean it as real LOVE... i missed the second and most important part... Why?

My definition: Love is something you cannot explain that you feel for someone else and that you would do anything for them no matter what and love and care for them during the worst and best times... Why though? Because you know that the other person feels the exact same way about you...

you see you cant have love or love someone with out them loving you back... its 2 sided.... and if i still got it wrong... wich is likely then plz fill me in on what it truely means to be in "love"

Alan


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Does she really mean it all?



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